It's {officially} a BOY...

   

At 12 weeks Ben and I decided to go up to Costa Mesa to do the early ultrasound thing.
You aren't supposed to go until a little later...and we knew that but we were kind of anxious. SO...we went up and they said...hard to say but I would go with boy. Come back in a few weeks and we will tell you for sure.

I didn't need to know 'for sure' because I already knew.
I just KNEW.
With Ella I didn't have these feelings at all.
But with our little boy. It was so different.
One of those things that's another story for another journal.
He's a special one.

So I went with it.

At 16 weeks we went in and the doctor said looks like it's a girl.
WHAT?!!
I said no it isn't.
Literally.
He said why do you say that? I said I just know it isn't. It's so "different"
So he moved the thing around a bit more and said well maybe you're right.
I don't know...I'm confused.
Later...I found out my doctor is known for that according to the ultrasound tech, and some friends. But whaaaattt?????!!!

We went back in at 20 weeks and they said, for sure...it's a B.O.Y.

And we couldn't be happier.

August 22, 7:15 AM.

He will be in my arms again and we will be together again.

So hurry up August. We are anxious.